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About Me Member Fantasy Artist wickedh0rr0rs15/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Yeah.

Wed Apr 6, 2005, 7:15 AM
Spring break has come and gone. Winter is over and Spring is surly on it's way. Track is comming along good and I'm getting into shape. I don't know how to explain how I have been feeling except bouncing around constant emotions I wish that would just disappear. My friends have been all going through bad times and I just don't know how to comfort them excpt be there to listen. I'm afraid - soon listening will not be enough. I'm afraid one time they too will go to far.
I'm afraid I might go to far.
I'm trying to keep myself active and away from these hurtful idea's, but they keep comming back. I'm afraid I grow weary of sitting and listening to it. I want to act. I want to help. I want to get rid of these things that cause us mental and physical harm. I don't know what to type anymore. So I guess I will just ramble on about how things are currently.

Right now I'm in school, fourth hour, in the Mac lab. I'm supposed to be reading and doing an assignment for AC English. The class is alright. having connections in that class and friends that help are the best. I know I couldn't have made it this far without them. FRIENDS. On the topic of that. I don't know. I have been trying to make the rounds, but everyone is so busy with everything. I can't say that I haven't been but when I find the time I try to get along with them.
Then again, maybe I don't want to be with my friends. I can't help but say this. It's all one weakness. One gigantic weakness. I drop everything for them and I know they would possibly do the same. I just don't like getting help...
"Can you say 'Abducted?'"


So yeah. I'm just going to let this pass as usual. I can only mask things for so long until they pop. This was just one of those oppritunities I took to break open. Better me break open my mind rather then my skin...or a vein...

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Hey Zacie! How are you? I'm okay. Here we are... sitting here in gay english. GAY. Ugh. I really don't need to eat... I already eat too much anyway. BLEH. Yesh. I do. So shup. So... how's it going over there? Well technically it's back there... because you're sitting like behind me. Yeah. So let me tell you a story...

The sun was shining on the sea,
Shining with all his might:
He did his very best to make
The billows smooth and bright--
And this was odd, because it was
The middle of the night.


The moon was shining sulkily,
Because she thought the sun
Had got no business to be there
After the day was done--
"It's very rude of him," she said,
"To come and spoil the fun!"


The sea was wet as wet could be,
The sands were dry as dry.
You could not see a cloud, because
No cloud was in the sky:
No birds were flying overhead--
There were no birds to fly.


The Walrus and the Carpenter
Were walking close at hand;
They wept like anything to see
Such quantities of sand:
"If this were only cleared away,"
They said, "it would be grand!"


"If seven maids with seven mops
Swept it for half a year.
Do you suppose," the Walrus said,
"That they could get it clear?"
"I doubt it," said the Carpenter,
And shed a bitter tear.


"O Oysters, come and walk with us!"
The Walrus did beseech.
"A pleasant walk, a pleasant talk,
Along the briny beach:
We cannot do with more than four,
To give a hand to each."


The eldest Oyster looked at him,
But never a word he said:
The eldest Oyster winked his eye,
And shook his heavy head--
Meaning to say he did not choose
To leave the oyster-bed.


But four young Oysters hurried up,
All eager for the treat:
Their coats were brushed, their faces washed,
Their shoes were clean and neat--
And this was odd, because, you know,
They hadn't any feet.


Four other Oysters followed them,
And yet another four;
And thick and fast they came at last,
And more, and more, and more--
All hopping through the frothy waves,
And scrambling to the shore.


The Walrus and the Carpenter
Walked on a mile or so,
And then they rested on a rock
Conveniently low:
And all the little Oysters stood
And waited in a row.


"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes--and ships--and sealing-wax--
Of cabbages--and kings--
And why the sea is boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings."


"But wait a bit," the Oysters cried,
"Before we have our chat;
For some of us are out of breath,
And all of us are fat!"
"No hurry!" said the Carpenter.
They thanked him much for that.


"A loaf of bread," the Walrus said,
"Is what we chiefly need:
Pepper and vinegar besides
Are very good indeed--
Now if you're ready, Oysters dear,
We can begin to feed."


"But not on us!" the Oysters cried,
Turning a little blue.
"After such kindness, that would be
A dismal thing to do!"
"The night is fine," the Walrus said.
"Do you admire the view?


"It was so kind of you to come!
And you are very nice!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"Cut us another slice:
I wish you were not quite so deaf--
I've had to ask you twice!"


"It seems a shame," the Walrus said,
"To play them such a trick,
After we've brought them out so far,
And made them trot so quick!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"The butter's spread too thick!"


"I weep for you," the Walrus said:
"I deeply sympathize."
With sobs and tears he sorted out
Those of the largest size,
Holding his pocket-handkerchief
Before his streaming eyes.


"O Oysters," said the Carpenter,
"You've had a pleasant run!
Shall we be trotting home again?'
But answer came there none--
And this was scarcely odd, because
They'd eaten every one.

Wasn't that plesant? I thought you would enjoy it. Matter of factually speaking, that is my poem for this gay class. GAY. That's what this is. GAY. I enjoy that poem... but it's kinda long. It makes me happy inside ^_^ well I should probably actually work... so yeah.

I <3 you (in a totally non-sexual way)

~Cassiepie

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~*I used to have hope for me, but now I dismissed the thought...*~

~*I used to have a handle on life but I have a feeling that it broke*~
:icondejectedevermore:
hey thnx for the :+fav:

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"into the night..."
:iconshininglatios:
thanks for the :+fav:

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"When life gives me lemons, I make beef stew."
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:iconelf-witch:
*poke* Hallo Zac. ^^

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"Thats just how the homies do it in Canada." - Sports Center guy
:iconwickedh0rr0rs:
Spread the love....heh.......
:iconalphonsecapone:
Thank you for your :+fav: Glad you like it. And while im still here, Welcome to deviantART! :D

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"What your eyes see and ears hear, the mind believes. But eyes and ears alike can be deceived, only the mind alone can know true reality".
:iconwickedh0rr0rs:
Heh....Welcome home for me I guess...
:iconbeloutte:
hi you, welcome to deviantart !
:iconfaeriephotography:
Hey sweetie! Welcome to dA! :hug:

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